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  <pubDate>Tue, 29 Mar 2005 00:54:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>SB UPDATE</title>
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  <description>WELL I DEFINETELY HAVEN&apos;T UPDATED IN A LONG TIME. I&apos;VE BEEN A LIL BUSY. NO EXCUSE. I KNOW. WELL ANYWAZ ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SPRING BREAK WAS A GOOD TIME. YES DEFINETELY. ALL MY FEELINGS ON SOFTBALL HAVE BEEN WASHED AWAY AND TURNED TO GOODNESS. I IMPROVED AND SO THEREFORE MY ATTITUDE IMPROVED. COACH SAYS I&apos;M UP TO A B- ON MY CATCHING. GOOD CUZ I STARTED AT A D! OH MAN. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO THE TRIP. WE WENT DOWN TO BRADENTON, FLORIDA. THERE WAS BEAUTIFUL WEATHER AND ONLY RAINED ONCE! WE PLAYED 6 GAMES AND WON ONE OF THEM! OH YEH! THAT&apos;S THE FIRST TIME MCC HAS EVER WON AGAINST A FLORIDA TEAM. GO US!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS AWESOME PLAY I MADE. IT WAS A LITTLE UNLIKE ME! WE WERE UP 1-0 IN THE BOTTOM OF THE 7TH. WE WERE ON DEFENSE AND THERE WAS 1 OUT, BASES LOADED. THIS GIRL CRANKS IT OUT TO CENTERFIELD. KAYLA CATCHES IT. 2 OUTS. THE GIRL STARTED TO RUN HOME SO SHE THREW IT TO ME. YOU KNOW WHAT? I CAUGHT IT AND TAGGED HER OUT. END OF GAME. SEE NORMALLY, IN HS, I WOULD HAVE BACKED OUT OF THE WAY TO AVOID THE BOUNCE. BUT I STAYED PUT AND IT WAS A GOOD TIME! OH YES.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WE WENT TO SEE THE CINNICINATI REDS PLAY THE TAMPA BAY DEVIL RAYS FOR A SPRING TRAINING TRIP IN SARASOTA. IT WAS FUN. MY MA CAUGHT A FOUL BALL AND GAVE IT TO ME. LISA GOT ALEX RODRIQUEZ TO SIGN IT. OH YEH! ALONG WITH 2 OTHER TB PLAYERS. SHE&apos;S THE BEST. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CLUB SWEAT WAS A MAJOR GO! A LITTLE GET TOGETHER IN MINE AND TANYA&apos;S MOM ROOM. THE WHOLE TEAM WAS INVITED AND A GOOD TIME WAS HAD. ALTOUGH, I JUST HAVE ONE WORD TO SAY ABOUT THAT NIGHT ... SLUT! SOME OF YOU KNOW WHO I&apos;M TALKING ABOUT. HOMEWRECKER! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HMM, WHAT ELSE? WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE A 5:40 PM FLIGHT ON FRIDAY BUT WE WERE DELAYED. AND DELAYED. AND DELAYED. AND FINALLY CANCELLED. SO WE SPENT THE NIGHT IN A HOTEL WITHOUT A CHANGE OF CLOTHES. GROSS. IT WASN&apos;T TOO BAD. WE FINALLY MADE IT HOME. YEP.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;IT&apos;S GOOD TO BE HOME. I MISSED EVERYONE. ME AND WAYNER WENT AND GOT A $60 BUILD-A-BEAR WHICH IS REALLY A FROG. OOPS! I DIDN&apos;T KNOW IT WAS GONNA BE THAT MUCH. WAYNER - I PROMISE I STILL FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT. MY FROGGY SAYS THIS &quot;MEESH, I LOVE YOU MY SUGGA BUGGA&quot;. YEH, ISN&apos;T THAT NEATO?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EASTER WAS FUN. ME AND THE BOY WENT TO MY FAMILY FOR DINNER. GOOD TIMES. GOOD FOOD. GOOD BEANS. GOOD FARTS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TOMORROW IS OUR FIRST GAME. WE TRAVEL TO PRARIE STATE FOR A 2:30 DOUBLE HEADER. WHAT FUN THIS WILL BE! I&apos;M NOT JOKING NOW. FROM MY PAST FEELINGS ON SOFTBALL, ONE MIGHT THINK I WAS BEING SARCASTIC. BUT I&apos;M NOT. I LOVE IT. AND I&apos;M VERY EXCITED!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I BOUGHT A NEW BAT. YEH GOOD &apos;OL BLUE REFLEX FROM HS. OH YEH. 34-23. OH YES! BRINGIN OUT THE BIG GUNS! SO WE&apos;LL PUT THAT TO USE TOMORROW. CAN&apos;T WAIT!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OK, THAT&apos;S ABOUT ALL I GOT. PEACE OUT NAPOLEAN!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOVE YA!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*MUAH*</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Mar 2005 03:48:14 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;div style=&quot;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;width:150px;BORDER: 1px solid;PADDING: 5px;BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffc933; TEXT-ALIGN: left&quot;&gt;&lt;div align=&quot;center&quot; style=&quot;margin-bottom:5px; font-size:12px;&quot; nowrap=&quot;nowrap&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;I am 30% Asshole/Bitch.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a style=&quot;font-size:10px;&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=dd4c0ca6-a554-4cbe-b0e7-bc17462a412e&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.fuali.com/testimage.aspx?img=f8828b94-f1d9-424a-b2d8-9b47d093da27.gif&quot; alt=&quot;Part Time Asshole/Bitch.&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; style=&quot;margin-top:5px&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart.  Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.&lt;div align=&quot;center&quot; style=&quot;margin-top:5px;&quot; nowrap=&quot;nowrap&quot;&gt;&lt;a style=&quot;font-size:10px;&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=dd4c0ca6-a554-4cbe-b0e7-bc17462a412e&quot;&gt;Take the&lt;br&gt;Asshole/Bitch Test&lt;br&gt;@ FualiDotCom&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think I&apos;m more percent, but I&apos;ll take it!!! LOL.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 22 Feb 2005 06:42:37 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;table align=&quot;center&quot; border=&quot;1&quot; bordercolor=&quot;black&quot; cellspacing=&quot;0&quot; cellpadding=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot; bgcolor=&quot;#D3ABD4&quot;&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; style=&quot;color:black; font-size: 12pt;&quot;&gt;It&apos;s Not Sex. It&apos;s ... :&lt;br&gt; &lt;b&gt;Riding the Hobby Horse&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;div align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.blogthings.com/sexname.html&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Get your own Sex Name&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table align=&quot;center&quot; border=&quot;1&quot; bordercolor=&quot;black&quot; cellspacing=&quot;0&quot; cellpadding=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align=&quot;left&quot; bgcolor=&quot;#FFCDDD&quot;&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif&quot; style=&quot;color:black; font-size: 12pt;&quot;&gt;Your Porn Star Name is: &lt;b&gt;Spanky Bottoms&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;div align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.blogthings.com/pornname.html&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Get your own Porn Star Name&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That was fun!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jan 2005 01:16:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sarah...</title>
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  <description>Gorm: Are you on livejournal? Where are you? My damn account won&apos;t let me search for you... :( Are you here? Oh please let me know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*MUAH* LOVE YA</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jan 2005 19:56:01 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 Jan 2005 07:40:59 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2004 03:48:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>HEY DER.</title>
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  <description>SO I DIDN&apos;T DO MUCH OF ANYTHING TODAY OR TONIGHT FOR THAT MATTER. I WOKE UP AT LIKE 7 AND CAME DOWNSTAIRS. THERE IS REALLY NOTHING ON TV AT THE TIME EXCEPT FOR ARTHUR SO I WATCHED THAT. I FELL BACK ASLEEP AND WOKE UP TO BARNEY...EPPP! SO I TURNED THAT OFF AND WENT BACK UPSTAIRS TIL LIKE 1 OR 2. THEN I DID MORE OF NOTHING. FINALLY AT AROUND 7 TONIGHT DAD ASKS WHAT WE SHOULD DO FOR DINNER. I SHOWERED AND WE WENT TO NICK&apos;S. GOOD FOOD. THEN I UPDATED MY CALENDAR AND THAT&apos;S ALL I GOT. VERY VERY UNEVENTFUL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TOMORROW, ME AND WAYNER ARE HOPPIN ON THE TRAIN TO CHICAGO FOR THE DAY. WHAT FUN! I&apos;VE NEVER REALLY WENT THERE JUST TO WALK AROUND SO IT SHALL BE FUN. AND A LIL COLD BUT I AM PREPARED FOR THIS. I HAVEN&apos;T TALKED TO BOO YET BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO NAVY PIER FOR THE DAY. WE COULD GO ON THE FERRIS WHEEL. VERY ROMANTIC. AND THEY HAVE A COOL MCDONALD&apos;S THERE TOO. IT&apos;S LIKE FUTURISTIC OR RETRO. I FORGET WHICH ONE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I AM VERY OBSESSED WITH MY NEW SHOES. THEY ARE THE COOLEST PAIR OF SHOES I HAVE EVER OWNED. I THINK MY PINK ONES NOW COME IN SECOND. OH YES! I DEFINETELY DIDN&apos;T NEED NEW SHOES BUT I FIGURE WHY NOT? THEY WERE PURPLE. YOU CAN&apos;T PASS THAT UP.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HEY, HOW BOUT THEM PACKERS! I SWEAR, I WILL CRY IF THEY LOSE TO THE BEARS. THAT WILL BE NO GOOD. NO GOOD.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TONIGHT, I&apos;M PICKING MIK UP AT 12ER AND SINCE HE IS AN EXPERT ON CHI-TOWN (IN MY MIND) HE&apos;S LETTING ME BORROW HIS MAP. I KNOW IT&apos;S NOT THE MAP THAT MAKES HIM AN EXPERT, IT&apos;S THAT HE GOES THERE FOR THE SIGHT-SEEING. THAT&apos;S MY PLAN. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WELL, I&apos;M OFF TO WATCH A MOVIE PROLLY. I DO WISH THAT ME AND WAYNER WOULD HAVE HUNG OUT TONIGHT BUT I WAS STARTING TO GET BITCHY WITH HIM CUZ OF HOW MUCH WE HANG OUT. AND I PROMISED I WOULDN&apos;T FUCK IT UP SO MY GENIUS IDEA DECIDES ON THIS. IT WASN&apos;T THAT BAD BUT WHEN U HANG OUT EVERY NIGHT AND THEN DON&apos;T. I MISS HIM. I KNOW I&apos;VE BECOME THE SAPPY, MUSHY GIRLFRIEND BUT I DON&apos;T CARE!! MY BOO! HE MAKES ME HAPPY! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;M A HAPPY GIRL!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I THINK THAT&apos;S ALL I GOT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BROOKLYNE! THE BIG 8ER TODAY.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PEACE OUT, MY FRIENDS!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOVE YA!&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;-MEESHKA-</description>
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  <lj:music>MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 08 Dec 2004 07:29:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A Real Update</title>
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  <description>Ok, Here it is. A real update. I&apos;ll actually spend time on it so it&apos;s worth your viewing pleasure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My guy department is great. Wayner! Here it is: this kid makes me fuckin happy. I can be myself around him. He&apos;s not an ass which contradicts previous situations...it&apos;s ok I fixed it and realized how much I cared about him and my Meesh in my head said: &quot;Don&apos;t let him go! Don&apos;t fuck it up!&quot; So I fixed things. He lets me be immature. I love it. Good times with him. I have a little bit more to say but I&apos;m still a lil shy about putting it on here and they are thoughts that stay in my head I am sure. Anywaz...yep I&apos;m a happy girl! Thanx boo! And today I got in a situation where I told some guy off in a not mean way. We got out of class early and this kid, Jim, he gets in my bubble well he&apos;s like I could give you a ride home. He lives in Woodstock for one and you know Wayner gives me a ride. So I was like no...that&apos;s ok. Thanks though. He persisted...no really I could give u a ride....etc. Then I was like..Nah my boy is picking me up. It felt good to say that. Oh yeh, on a sidetrack the way I felt about Wayne when we first liked each other is totally different now. It&apos;s better for me. This time I have no doubts. Last time, I was like yeh, I like Wayner but...and there were buts involved but this time I&apos;m like We&apos;re doing this for really. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My school area is fucking ridiculous. All I have is one math test left and a final on Monday and I don&apos;t know what is going on in the class. It&apos;s intermediate algebra for christ&apos;s sake. The problem is I had elementary algebra in the summer and that&apos;s all we did was come home and do homework for the whole like 3 hours a day you were supposed to. So I thought just a review this semester, I won&apos;t do my homework. Big Mistake...I am screwed. I really need to get my shit together and finish off the semester with good grades. I have a lot to prove to some people. Like my dad. I&apos;m in some shit with him and the last thing he wants to see is me failing a class. No good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hooters shall be fun on Saturday. I&apos;m going saturday morning birthday shopping and buying Beetstra fun 18 year old stuff. HEHE. I hope she has a swell time. Cigar smokin, lottery scratchin, lil bit of dip, and laughing our asses off will be the highlights. Don&apos;t fret my friend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This bra is pissing me off! Oh mylanta! It&apos;s like digging into my chest. OW! As I stated at Hannah&apos;s, I wish girls could just not wear bras and still receive unsagged results. Booooo to bra&apos;s!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need a real job during the summer. Maybe I&apos;ll be a cashier at Menards. Might as well work there: Josh, Wayner, Seaner, Carlos, and others already do. It&apos;s like the cool thing to do. They pay well and I have night classes so this could work out wonderfully to my broke ass benefit. Now I&apos;m just sounding ridiculous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, Dad and I haven&apos;t put up our christmas tree yet or decorated. I wonder when we will do this. Soon I hope. My car and homework stuff is keeping us from doing it. Also, I have no idea what to buy dad cuz usually mom just bought him stuff and put our name on it. Now this year is every man for themself. Bad news bears when ya don&apos;t have money. I am honestly worried about my money situation for presents to my friends. I need to work at Red&apos;s this break so I can get some fast cash. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I strongly dislike Hannah&apos;s scale. No, it&apos;s not the scale&apos;s fault that I&apos;m 145! Some of you may not think that is bad. Honestly, for my body size and structure, it&apos;s a lil much. I don&apos;t like it, I won&apos;t lie to ya. So after all my bitchin&apos; about other girls...I have become one of them. I need to go on a diet. And I say this because yeh I work out all the time but then I eat shitty food. Duh! The two don&apos;t add up. So don&apos;t try to stop me, this is something I have to do. Do not worry however, it is provenly impossible for me to be anorexic or bulimia...because at 2 points in my life I tried either of them and it only lasted for like 5 minutes. No joke. I&apos;m not one of those girls but I am in the same room. That&apos;s my most recent!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m not sure what else needs to be updated. Dad and I are doing well. I think we have gotten closer through all of this. Mom too. I finally feel like I&apos;m adult enough to be talked at for serious situations. Have you guys ever noticed that? If parents think you have to be a certain age to have an adult conversation with them. Anyways, I have reached that checkpoint!! Hip Hip Hooray! I love my family! Where would I be without them? I&apos;m not spoiled, my papa just takes care of me and I am so damn thankful for everything he does for me...seriously fixing my car and not making me pay a penny for it. I am so grateful. Things could be so bad but actually I am treated like a queen compared to some teenagers. When I really think about it, I don&apos;t have any complaints for as much as my situation would accustom. Ok I&apos;m starting to talk stupid. Time for bed!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace and Love,&lt;br /&gt;MEESH MEESH</description>
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  <lj:music>Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>Hannah&apos;s scale sux!</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 14 Nov 2004 07:25:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sure Sure</title>
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  <description>So....Last night, well 2 nights ago..Tanya&apos;s birthday party.  Whoo! I drank a whole bottle of malibu and thensome.  Shit son.  Turns out that um yes it was good.  I met a lot of people there and lots of boys.  I got a couple of numbers that I don&apos;t so much as recall to who they are...Here&apos;s the list:&lt;br /&gt;1) Bernie - His real name is Chris Stark..LOL&lt;br /&gt;2) Bille - Really spelled Billy&lt;br /&gt;3) Kezi - Bad ass softball player&lt;br /&gt;4) Nick - ?????? No clue Blonde Hair&lt;br /&gt;5) Noe Mama - yeh&lt;br /&gt;6) Noe Papa - Irregardless of his kid, I&apos;ll love Papa Noe til the day I die.&lt;br /&gt;7) Polish Ed - Good fuckin&apos; Guy&lt;br /&gt;8) Tasha - She&apos;s a fun drunk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So it was really a good time...I did a lil Coyote Ugly up on the bar. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ha Yup!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can make some fun drunk voice recordings...11 22 33 44 55 66 77 88  99 Breathe Breathe...** 00 ##....LOL LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*I only puked once this morning! Yeh Buddy!*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I Got Nothin.</description>
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  <lj:music>Memory - Sugarcult</lj:music>
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