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May 26th, 2005

04:21 pm - HMM SILLY MYSPACE MAKES ME CHEAT ON LIVEJOURNAL. GOODNESS. I AM SO BAD AT UPDATING THIS THING. NEXT WEEK IS MILK DAYS AND AS A USUALY HARVARDITE, I'M TRYING TO ROUND UP AS MANY NON-HARVARDERS TO COME SEE OUR DAIRYFEST! IT REALLY IS AN AWESOME TIME. I HAVE A TOUGH TIME LISTENING TO PEOPLE WHO JUST MOVE HERE DISS OUR TOWN AND FESTIVITIES. DON'T YOU WORRY: I GAVE HER HELL! YES SO I'M GETTING MEEGHAN, SARA, AUSTIN, MO, & AND ANY OTHER MCC'ERS TO COME TO A GREAT TIME. THIS SUMMER IS RAD! I HAVE MANY FUN TIMES PLANNED! ANYONE CAN JOIN ME FOR THESE OCCASSIONS! JUNE 23 - CUBS VS. BREWERS @ MILLER PARK ... 1:05 GAME JUNE 24 - MYSTERY DAY W/ MY MOM ... SHE'S SO SWEET. JULY 23 - VANS WARPED TOUR - TWEETER CENTER AUGUST 17 - MY BIRTHDAY!!! 19! AUGUST 18 - CHICAGO BANDITS SOFTBALL GAME (JENNIE FINCH) AUGUST 28 - JACK JOHNSON CONCERT - LAKEFRONT PAVILLION (CHICAGO) - AND SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN IS A DELLS ADVENTURE - SO FRIENDS IF YOU WANT TO JOIN ME IN ALL BUT MY MOTHER MYSTERY DAY ... FEEL FREE! DO NOT BE SHY! I'M A FUN GIRL AND ENCOURAGE LOTS OF FUN! MíK - IF YOU'RE READING THIS ... WE COULD GO UP TO THE DELLS LIKE LAST TIME? YEH? NEH? I DO HAVE A BUSY FULL SUMMER SCHEDULE WHICH IS SO GOOD FOR ME! CAN'T BE A LAZY BUM THIS YEAR! I WORK AT THE MCC FROM MON-THUR 9 - 2:30 WITH THE LITTLE ONES. THEY ARE GREAT. I WORK AT RED'S EVERY WEDNESDAY, SATURDAY, & SUNDAY FOR SOME EXTRA CASH! I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS THEIR SUMMER. JESS & SARAH - IF YOU READ THIS, HAVE FUN IN YOUR HOUSE/APARTMENT THIS SUMMER! I'M GONNA MISS YOU BUT MAYBE I COULD COME VISIT YOU! YOU GIRLS DO ROCK MY WORLD! MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY PEOPLE! -SHELLERS- Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: JACK JOHNSON

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May 12th, 2005

04:14 pm - WHOA. K GUYS, I PROMISE I'LL BE UPDATING MORE OFTEN. IT'S JUST THAT SOFTBALL WAS CRAZY (NO EXCUSE) AND MYSPACE SEEMS FUNNER (EVEN WORSE). OH WELL. SOFTBALL WENT WELL. WE DID BETTER THAN EXPECTED. WE WERE 30-17 OVERALL AND 10-4 IN CONFERENCE. WE WERE 2ND IN CONFERENCE AND MADE IT TO 2ND ROUND REGIONALS. WE COULD HAVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER BUT EH. WE STILL HAVE NEXT YEAR. IT WAS SUCH A GREAT EXPERIENCE FOR ME BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WOULD SUCK IT UP ON THE COLLEGE LEVEL. I DID WAY BETTER THAN I THOUGHT. AND I HAVE BIG PLANS FOR THIS PRESEASON. OH I'LL BE READY FOLKS. SCHOOL IS OVER FOR NOW. WHOO-HOO! IT WAS A FUN YEAR. COLLEGE IS NEATO. I GOT MY GRADES AND ARE AS FOLLOWS: MARRIAGE & FAMILY - A PSYCHOLOGY - B ART APPRECIATION - B COMPUTER LITERACY - B PHYSICAL FITNESS - PASS MATH FOR TEACHERS - WITHDRAWL NEXT YEAR'S SCHEDULE IS A DOOOSEY! 19 CREDITS WITH 2 MATH COURSES. I WILL DO GOOD THOUGH. I'M STILL DEBATING ON IF I'M GONNA TAKE 3 MATH CLASSES. I NEED IT FOR STATISTICS BUT REALLY, WHEN WOULD I HAVE TIME TO TAKE IT? YAH, DON'T KNOW. WORK WITH THE KIDDIES IS MUCH RELAXING THIS INTERSESSION. I'M DOING SO GOOD WITH MY HEALTHY EATING HABITS TOO CUZ I ROCK! THIS SUMMER WILL BE FUN. ON AUGUST 28TH, I'M HEADING TO CHI-TOWN FOR A JACK JOHNSON CONCERT! OH YES! IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO, LET ME KNOW! *~~NEWS FLASH~~* I ENJOY BEER! WE WENT TO A FANCY RESTAURANT FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT IN SCHAMBURG! OH BETTY WAS IT GOOD. THEY HAD A BEER SAMPLER WITH SOPHISTICATED BEER AND IT WAS AMAZING! OH YES. OK THAT'S ALL I GOT PEOPLE. ENJOY YOUR SUMMER! Current Mood: CONTENTO Current Music: CRYING SHAME - JACK JOHNSON

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March 30th, 2005

11:57 pm - SOFTBALL IS GOOD TO ME. HERE IS A GREAT UPDATE! YESTERDAY WE PLAYED PRARIE STATE. WE WON BOTH GAMES. WE WON THE FIRST ONE 3-0 AND THE SECOND ONE 3-2 IN 10 INNINGS. THEY WERE GREAT GAMES. I LAYED DOWN BUNTS WHEN NEEDED. MY CATCHING HAS IMPROVED. ONLY CRAZY PLAYS CATCH ME OFF GUARD CUZ I'VE NEVER DONE THEM BEFORE. BUT I LEARN FROM EVERY ONE OF THEM. MY HITTING IS ON IT'S WAY. IT'S GONNA BE A GOOD YEAR. SO WE STARTED OUR SEASON OFF 2-0 IN CONFERENCE! NICE. THAT'S MY UPDATE OF SOFTBALL. ANYWAYS, I'VE BEEN SO EMOTIONAL LATELY. I DON'T KNOW WHY. WELL I HAVE SOME IDEAS BUT I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S THE ONLY REASON. I'VE BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT ERIC LATELY AND DECIDED THAT I'M NOT DONE GRIEVING. I AM STILL IN SHOCK AND I GET THE PANICKY FEELING WHEN I START THINKING ABOUT HIM. HE WAS SO ALIVE. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. TONIGHT, I TRIED TO HOLD IT IN BUT I COULDN'T. I JUST CRIED TONIGHT FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES. I HAVEN'T DONE THAT SINCE A COUPLE DAYS AFTER THE FUNERAL. I WISH I HAD THE ANSWERS. BUT I JUST HAVE TO KEEP PRAYING FOR SHELLEY AND THE KIDS. MAN, I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED TO ALL OF US. I REGISTERED FOR MY FALL CLASSES. MY SCHEDULE IS MUCH BETTER. LESS PACKED. HERE SHE IS: MONDAY 8-10:30 WORK 11-12:20 SOCIOLOGY 1-2:20 CHILD PSYCH 7-9:50 MATH 1 TUESDAY 8-11 WORK 11:30-2:20 HUMAN BIO 4-6:50 NOVEL AMERICAN WEDNESDAY 8-12 WORK 11-12:20 SOCIOLOGY 1-2:20 CHILD PSYCH THURSDAY 8-11 WORK 11:30-2:20 HUMAN BIO FRIDAY 7:30-4 WORK SO THAT'S MY SCHEDULE. IF ANYONE IS GOING TO REGISTER FOR SOCIOLOGY AT MCC FOR THE FALL, TAKE SOC 151-005 MW 11-12:20. IT WILL BE A FUN TIME AND A GREAT TEACHER. ME AND HANNAH ARE TRYING TO GET LOTS OF FRIENDS TO TAKE THIS CLASS WITH US. I GUESS THAT'S ABOUT ALL I GOT. NOTHING MUCH IS NEW HERE. I'M GROWING MY HAIR OUT THIS TIME. I REALLY AM. I KNOW, I SAY THAT NOW. I'M GONNA TRY REAL HARD! PEACE OUT! LOVE YA! *MUAH* Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: SWEET HOME ALABAMA

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March 28th, 2005

06:42 pm - SB UPDATE WELL I DEFINETELY HAVEN'T UPDATED IN A LONG TIME. I'VE BEEN A LIL BUSY. NO EXCUSE. I KNOW. WELL ANYWAZ ... SPRING BREAK WAS A GOOD TIME. YES DEFINETELY. ALL MY FEELINGS ON SOFTBALL HAVE BEEN WASHED AWAY AND TURNED TO GOODNESS. I IMPROVED AND SO THEREFORE MY ATTITUDE IMPROVED. COACH SAYS I'M UP TO A B- ON MY CATCHING. GOOD CUZ I STARTED AT A D! OH MAN. SO THE TRIP. WE WENT DOWN TO BRADENTON, FLORIDA. THERE WAS BEAUTIFUL WEATHER AND ONLY RAINED ONCE! WE PLAYED 6 GAMES AND WON ONE OF THEM! OH YEH! THAT'S THE FIRST TIME MCC HAS EVER WON AGAINST A FLORIDA TEAM. GO US! I HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS AWESOME PLAY I MADE. IT WAS A LITTLE UNLIKE ME! WE WERE UP 1-0 IN THE BOTTOM OF THE 7TH. WE WERE ON DEFENSE AND THERE WAS 1 OUT, BASES LOADED. THIS GIRL CRANKS IT OUT TO CENTERFIELD. KAYLA CATCHES IT. 2 OUTS. THE GIRL STARTED TO RUN HOME SO SHE THREW IT TO ME. YOU KNOW WHAT? I CAUGHT IT AND TAGGED HER OUT. END OF GAME. SEE NORMALLY, IN HS, I WOULD HAVE BACKED OUT OF THE WAY TO AVOID THE BOUNCE. BUT I STAYED PUT AND IT WAS A GOOD TIME! OH YES. WE WENT TO SEE THE CINNICINATI REDS PLAY THE TAMPA BAY DEVIL RAYS FOR A SPRING TRAINING TRIP IN SARASOTA. IT WAS FUN. MY MA CAUGHT A FOUL BALL AND GAVE IT TO ME. LISA GOT ALEX RODRIQUEZ TO SIGN IT. OH YEH! ALONG WITH 2 OTHER TB PLAYERS. SHE'S THE BEST. CLUB SWEAT WAS A MAJOR GO! A LITTLE GET TOGETHER IN MINE AND TANYA'S MOM ROOM. THE WHOLE TEAM WAS INVITED AND A GOOD TIME WAS HAD. ALTOUGH, I JUST HAVE ONE WORD TO SAY ABOUT THAT NIGHT ... SLUT! SOME OF YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. HOMEWRECKER! HMM, WHAT ELSE? WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE A 5:40 PM FLIGHT ON FRIDAY BUT WE WERE DELAYED. AND DELAYED. AND DELAYED. AND FINALLY CANCELLED. SO WE SPENT THE NIGHT IN A HOTEL WITHOUT A CHANGE OF CLOTHES. GROSS. IT WASN'T TOO BAD. WE FINALLY MADE IT HOME. YEP. IT'S GOOD TO BE HOME. I MISSED EVERYONE. ME AND WAYNER WENT AND GOT A $60 BUILD-A-BEAR WHICH IS REALLY A FROG. OOPS! I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS GONNA BE THAT MUCH. WAYNER - I PROMISE I STILL FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT. MY FROGGY SAYS THIS "MEESH, I LOVE YOU MY SUGGA BUGGA". YEH, ISN'T THAT NEATO? EASTER WAS FUN. ME AND THE BOY WENT TO MY FAMILY FOR DINNER. GOOD TIMES. GOOD FOOD. GOOD BEANS. GOOD FARTS. TOMORROW IS OUR FIRST GAME. WE TRAVEL TO PRARIE STATE FOR A 2:30 DOUBLE HEADER. WHAT FUN THIS WILL BE! I'M NOT JOKING NOW. FROM MY PAST FEELINGS ON SOFTBALL, ONE MIGHT THINK I WAS BEING SARCASTIC. BUT I'M NOT. I LOVE IT. AND I'M VERY EXCITED! I BOUGHT A NEW BAT. YEH GOOD 'OL BLUE REFLEX FROM HS. OH YEH. 34-23. OH YES! BRINGIN OUT THE BIG GUNS! SO WE'LL PUT THAT TO USE TOMORROW. CAN'T WAIT! OK, THAT'S ABOUT ALL I GOT. PEACE OUT NAPOLEAN! LOVE YA! *MUAH* Current Mood: anxious

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March 15th, 2005

07:23 pm - UPDATION SO IT'S BEEN A COUPLE WEEKS SINCE I UPDATED. I'LL TRY TO CATCH YA UP ON THINGS. SOFTBALL IS GOING WELL. A LOT BETTER THAN EXPECTED! I TALKED TO THE COACH AND NOW WE ARE WORKING TO GET ME BETTER! A FINER NOTE: WE ARE LEAVING FOR FLORIDA ON SATURDAY!! YEH!! I'M SO EXCITED! OUR ROOM IS COOL TOO CUZ IT'S ME, MEEGHAN, SPITZER, AND KAYLA! OH YEH! THIS FRIDAY, I THINK ME, WAYNER, MEEGHAN, AND AUSTINO ARE GOING INTO CHICAGO FOR THE NIGHT. IT WILL BE A GRAND OL TIME. MEEGHAN AND AUSTIN MIGHT NOT GO BUT ME AND WAYNER ARE A DEFINITE! OH YES....MAYBE THIS TIME WE WON'T HAVE TO SPRINT TO CATCH THE TRAIN HOME. THINGS ARE AMAZING WITH THE BOY! WHAT A KEEPER. I LOVE YOU BABY! MAN OH MAN A WEEK WITHOUT WILL SUCK HORRIBLY. THAT'S A FACT. DON'T WORRY I WILL BUY YOU GOOD THINGS! I THINK I AM GOING TO DROP MY MATH CLASS. I'M JUST NOT PASSING AND IT'S NOT LOOKING UP. I MUST END THIS MISERY NOW. TODAY WHILE I WAS WORKING OUT AT SCHOOL, THE POWER WENT OUT. COMPLETELY OUT. LIKE NO EMERGENCY LIGHTS ... OUT! IT WAS SCARY CUZ I THOUGHT THERE WAS SOME RISKY BUSINESS GOING ON. NOT SO MUCH. LAST NIGHT WAS FUNNY, I STARTED WATCHING THE NOTEBOOK. THEN WAYNER CAME OVER AND WHEN IT WAS ALL DONE I WAS STILL CRYING. IT WAS FUNNY CUZ HE WAS MAKING FUN OF ME A LIL BIT. OH WELL. THAT'S ALL I GOT. IT'S SHOWER TIME BITCHES! *MUAH* Current Mood: HAPPILY CONTENT Current Music: KOKOMO - BEACH BOYS

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March 1st, 2005

09:47 pm I am 30% Asshole/Bitch. I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. Take the Asshole/Bitch Test @ FualiDotCom I think I'm more percent, but I'll take it!!! LOL.

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February 28th, 2005

11:54 pm - MMMHelloooo HEY THERE! HI! AHH DER DER! SO VERY GOOD NEWS: I FOUND WAYNER'S RING HE GOT ME. THAT WAS SOME BAD NEWS BEARS RIGHT THERE. I KNEW THAT I LOST IT SOMEWHERE IN THE PROCESS OF SOFTBALL. APPARENTLY, I HAVE A SECRET FLAP AT THE BOTTOM OF MY PURSE AND THE LIL GUY WAS HIDING DOWN THERE! YEH! I ALMOST THOUGHT I HAD TO REBUY ME THAT RING. THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A NIGHTMARE. SO ALL IS WELL IN THAT DEPARTMENT. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY WEEKEND: FRIDAY - CARPOOLED WITH HANNAHMATA TO SCHOOL AND SUCH. HAD PRACTICE. THEN I GOT READY AND TOOK SOME MALIBOOMATA SHOTS! YEH! WENT OUT TO WAYNER'S AND WE WENT OUT TO EAT AT APPLEBEE'S. IT WAS A FUN TIME. THEN WE CAME BACK TO MY HOUSE AND FOUGHT LIKE MOFO'S. I TELL YOU WE ONLY HAVE THESE RIDICULOUS FIGHTS WHEN I'M DRINKING. WHO SEES THE PROBLEM? ANYONE? ANYWAZ...SO HE GOT REALLY MAD AND LEFT AND LOCKED THE DOOR ON THE WAY OUT. I DIDN'T CHASE HIM. SO HE CAME BACK AND CALLED ME AND IT WAS JUST A FUNNY TIME. NEEDLESS TO SAY, I'M A LIL OPIONATED WHEN I'M TIPSY! SATURDAY - I WENT SHOPPING WITH THE MOTHA, J-MO, C-MO, KADERS, AND AUNT DEBBIE TO SPRING HILL MALL. IT WAS A FUN TIME. I BOUGHT 4 CHARMS FOR MY BRACELET. IT WAS A FUN TIME. I ALSO BOUGHT THE BOTTOMS TO MY SWIMSUIT. HEHE. THEY ARE BLACK AND HOT PINK BOARD SHORTS. CUZ I'M A FATTIE THIS SUMMER AND THIS IS THE ROUTE TO GO. THEN AFTER SHOPPING, I HIGH-TAILED IT TO THE OSNI AND WE LOADED UP AND WENT TO NIU. WE WERE HAVING SOME TROUBLE FINDING HOLMES HALL OR WHAT HAVE YOU SO WE PULLED UP TO SOME BOYS. NOW OUR CAR WAS A BIT HYPER. SO I YELLED:"HEY BOYS" AND THEY WERE REALLY DRUNK. THEY STUMBLED OVER AND I SAID DO U KNOW WHERE "HOPE'S" IS? I MEANT TO SAY HOLMES. AND ONE OF THE GUYS WAS LIKE HEY THEIR FUCKING WITH US, LET'S GO. BUT WE GOT THE DIRECTIONS...AND WENT TO SEE THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES!! IT WAS NEATO. ME AND THE MEEGHAN GOT TO SIT UP IN THE SOUND BOOTH WHICH WAS COOL BUT SUCKED AT THE SAME TIME. WHEN WE GOT BACK TO OSNI....WE DRANK. ME AND MEEGHAN GOT VERY DRUNK. I MEAN I THINK I CALLED ALMOST EVERY PERSON ON MY PHONE. WERE YOU A VICTIM OF MY DRUNK PHONE CALL? WELL THAT WAS SO FUN!!! WE CHANGED OUR VOICEMAILS TOO. CHECK THEM OUT SOMETIME!!! SUNDAY - I WOKE UP WITH NO PUKING! YEH! I GOT READY AND WENT TO CHURCH WITH EVERYONE. AFTER CHURCH, WE WENT TO BIG FOOT INN WHERE MY PAPA BOUGHT BRUNCH. IT WAS SOO GOOD!! MMM! DELISH! THANX PAPA! THEN ME, TIFF, MA, MACEY, MIKHAL, MIKEY, AND LEXI WENT SHOPPING TO CHERRYVALE MALL. I BOUGHT TONS MORE CHARMS FOR MY BRACELET AND SOME MORE NOSE RINGS. THAT WAS SUPER FUN. THEN I STAYED TEH NIGHT AT MY MOTHA'S HOUSE. WE WATCHED LITTLE BLACK BOOK AND THE NOTEBOOK. GOOD MOVIES!! ANYWHO - SO THESE ARE ALL MY CHARMS FOR MY BRACELET ANGEL LOV-A-LOT CAREBEAR SOFTBALL PATRICK FROM SPONGEBOB STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE YELLOW TROOPS RIBBON AUGUST BIRTHSTONE 2 HEARTS JANUARY BIRTHSTONE MICHELLE CHARM JESUS FISH 8-BALL AMERICAN FLAG CHESHIRE CAT DAUGHTER 3 BLANK ONES AWAITING NEWNESS THIS BRACELET IS SO NEATO!! OH YEH! I GUESS THAT'S ABOUT ALL I GOT FOR NOW. ANYTHING ELSE WOULD BE COMPLAINING AND I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. PEACE OUT LOVE YA *MUAH* Current Mood: GOOD WEEKEND! Current Music: SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE - KELLY CLARKSON

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February 22nd, 2005

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February 21st, 2005

01:22 am - Updation I'm avoiding sleeping to update for you people that I love so much! *MUAH* Last night! HMM!! What a good time. It was frozen drink night at Meeghan's. Girls only. It was Meegan, her momma, Courtney pate, her momma, mo, erin (from my art class!), Popopa.., another girl, and another boy. And woofers. I know that last boy mentioned was not supposed to be there. We all got very drunk and had so much fun. I had mt.dew/malibu slushies! Oh yeh. And watched lots of movies. I know I was so drunk cuz I watched Blue Collar Comedy Tour Rides Again with my mom tonight and half way through is when I realized that we watched it last night. LOL. So drunk. Anywaz - Awesome Time! MD! This past week of school has been so-so. See, my Monday/Wednesday classes are awesome. Marriage & Family and Psychology are great classes and I'm always wondering what we will learn next. Then on the other days, Art Appreciation and Math for elem. Teachers is where I'm not doing so good. Actually, I won't lie ... it's all math that is giving me problems. I'm very behind on homework, so behind that I'd like not to try to catch up. The funeral and such set me back and I really need tutoring but I can't get my lazy butt to the Sage center. Argh! Softball is the greatest stress of my life right now. I am warning you that when you read these next sentences, don't even say in your head "You are good, Michelle" "You just have to believe in yourself" or "Don't be so hard on yourself". If you say these things then you have never been to one of the MCC practices and seen the truth. The truth is I am not good enough for college softball. I'm not far behind and it will take lots and lots of time and hard work to get where I should be but I'm fed up with trying so hard. I'm second string catcher and what else? Nothing because growing up, nobody told me I should learn a new position. Maybe you're thinking well it's not too late to learn one now. No, you're right. It's not too late ... to learn the basics. I really really want to quit softball and be done with it but I'm not a 2-time quitter. I won't give Connie the satisfaction. I'm gonna stick it out and give 100% and still fail (shut up if you're saying anything negative in your head right now). Don't even try to cheer me up on this subject either cuz it's very touchy. As much as I loved softball and kinda still do, there's nothing worse then people telling you that you can do something that you know honestly in your heart, you can't. That is my stress for softball. Wayner - Really there is not alot of stress here. I get crabby, yep. But if you are mad or even surprised, then you don't know me very well. I love tension in a relationship, I strive for it. Not saying I pick fights, cuz I don't do that intentionally. But that's why I didn't know what to do with you the first time we tried things out. I love you, most definetely. I would never choose anyone else over you, not even Pharell. ;) So, I think this is an apology for my stupid rules, fights, and shit that you get with the Meesh package. But, if I wasn't how I am then you wouldn't want to date me. You could just go date a prep/bitch from our grade that we know so well. Sorry for all the shit I give you about Jenny but I really hate her. And face-to-face, I'd tell her the same thing. But you know my reasons on that. LOL - Besides all that, I'm very happy girl. I really am. It just doesn't seem like it right now. I'm back into church and loving it. I feel so much happier with my life. I'm headed down the right road. I have all the friends I want by my side, a great family, and anything else I could ask for. So, really I have no complaints except for the little Meesh complaints that we are all so use to. I'm gonna go to bed cuz I have my good classes tomorrow. Hope everyone has a very productive week, it will be hard for me. I'm such a procrastinator. My new boyfriend for the next 2 weeks will be the computer lab to finish my online course. I'm very behind. JK Wayner! Current Mood: Happy Girl Current Music: ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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February 15th, 2005

10:29 am - HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY YESTERDAY! SO I'VE BEEN REALLY BAD AT UPDATING THIS THING. OH WELL. SO MY VALENTINE'S WAS SO FUN! ON SUNDAY, ME AND WAYNER DID OFFICIAL VALENTINE'S WITH DINNER AT OLIVE GARDEN AND WATCHING THE NOTEBOOK. GREAT MOVIE. UGH! WE DID IT ON SUNDAY CUZ I THOUGHT I HAD PRACTICE FROM 7:30 - 9:45 LIKE USUAL. NOPE. SO THEN LAST NIGHT, ME, WAYNER, HANNAHMATA, AND DAVID WENT TO SEE HITCH. WHAT A GOOD MOVIE. WE ALSO WENT TO MCDONALDS WHICH WE SHOULDN'T HAVE. MY MOMMY GOT ME A PINK SWEATSHIRT THAT SAYS BUBBALICIOUS ON IT AND CAREBEAR GUMMI BEARS AND A MINI LOVALOT BEAR. MY DADDY GOT ME THE CUTEST STUFFED ANIMAL. AND MORE IMPORTANTLY WAYNER GOT ME A PROMISE RING. NICE! SO THIS WEEKEND WAS A BLAST!! JOY IS THE COOLEST COUSIN HANNAHMATA HAS. LET ME JUST SING YOU ALL A SONG ... JEREMIAH WAS A BULLFROG! HE WAS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE! ........... YEH I SANG THAT SONG ALL WEEKEND MEANING SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. I ATTEMPTED SOME CATHOLIC CHURCH WHILE I WAS UP THERE AND I GOT MORE THAN I EXPECTED. IT WAS A BIT INTIMIDATING. SO NEEDLESS TO SAY, I WILL NOT IN FACT BE MARRIED IN A CATHOLIC CHURCH. SO I JUST FOUND AT A LIL BIT AGO THAT I HAVE A MATH TEST TODAY AT 11:30 THAT I DIDN'T STUDY FOR. THIS IS NOT GOOD MY FRIENDS BECAUSE I'M NOT DOING WELL IN THIS CLASS ANYWAZ. I'M SO STUPID!!! DIDN'T READ MY ASSINMENT NOTEBOOK! OK I GUESS THAT'S ALL I REALLY HAVE TO SAY. EVERYONE HAVE A FANTASTIC EVENING, DAY, AND AFTERNOON! *MUAH* LOVE YA!! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: A WHOLE LOT OF NOTHING.

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February 6th, 2005

08:33 pm - I'm a happy girl. Today was a great day for me. I'm updating simply to avoid doing homework. I went to church with Shelley and the kids. It was refreshing. We filled up a whole pew and some more! It was Shelley, the kids, Grandpa Tony, Me, Jenny, Brooklyne, Anne, Chris, Anna, Mr. & Mrs. Mccarthy, and the Schlungs. It was so great to get back into church. I'm very excited. After church, we went back to the house and made lasagna. MMM! The girls all painted our nails. I got Karson all caught up on his homework and we watched Mulan 2 ALOT! It was so good to be there though. It made me reevaluate some of the bad things in my life. Peer pressure - you stay away! So the superbowl this year isn't very exciting to me. Kinda in part cuz I know that Philly is probably going to win and of course, cuz the Packers aren't in it. That's ok, the bests teams are there. I'm being a good girlfriend tonight. Wayner's out with the guys which is awesome I think that they are finally all back to hanging out. This is a good thing. Last night was fun. Me, Wayner, Meghan, and Austin attempted some Monster Golf. Well, we drove all the way over to Gurnee to find out it was closed at 10 when we thought it was open til 1. Oh well, it was still a super good time. I'm maybe almost caught up on my homework. Not math though cuz as easy as it is, I don't understand it. I think cuz I'm not reading the sections. I'll work on that. I think tonight is going to be my organizing night. I have lots to organize. It shall be a good time. Me and the Cubano are back in action. Not that we weren't but the more we didn't talk: the more I thought it was a ticking time bomb. But it was just my imagination. Obviously, we have some stuff to get through with, but we have some different stuff going on in our lives right now. But I do not worry cuz I know that we will get it back, like always. I just want everyone to know how much I appreciate all of you! I love my friends and family and wouldn't be who I am today without all of you! Love ya! *MUAH* Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth. Colossians 3:2 NASB Current Mood: Very well-needed refreshment! Current Music: Superbowl in the background

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February 1st, 2005

01:30 am - MMMHELLLLLOOOO! UGGH - SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT. FIRST OFF, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL BOO!! THE BIG 19! SORRY I DIDN'T GET TO SEE YOU MUCH OF UR DAY BUT THE OL SCHOOL ISSUE. SURE SURE. I HOPE IT WAS GOOD FOR YOU. I HOOKED IT UP WITH THE CUBBIES SIGN. A LIL PROUD OF MYSELF ON THAT ONE. SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MY SWEET BABOO! I AM VERY BEHIND ON MY TUESDAY/THURSDAY CLASSES. EEP. I AM LIKE 4 SECTIONS BEHIND IN MATH. NO GOOD. AND FOR ART, WE HAVE A TEST TOMORROW THAT I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE TO TAKE IT OR NOT? I HOPE NOT CUZ IT'S OVER CHAPTERS 1-4 AND I'VE ONLY READ CHAPTER 1. OH NO! SO HOPEFULLY SHE WILL GIVE ME A COUPLE DAYS ON THAT ONE. GOOD LUCK TO ME. ACTUALLY I PLAN ON STAYING UP VERY VERY LATE TONIGHT TO GET SOME SHIT DONE. MY PAPA YELLED AT ME TONIGHT WHEN I GOT HOME FROM WAYNER'S. APPARENTLY I CAN'T LEAVE THE HOUSE UNLOCKED FOR 4 HOURS. I GUESS IT MAKES SENSE. MAYBE IT'S JUST NOT A GOOD IDEA CONSIDERING THE NEIGHBORHOOD. SO MY BAD. I ADMIT IT. SO TONIGHT AT PRACTICE WAS FUN! NO ACTUALLY NOT. COACH MADE ME THE LEADER OF ALL THE DRILLS. THAT WAS KINDA FUN. AND WE WERE DOING A DRILL AND ANNIE MESSED UP AND THEN I MESSED UP BUT SHE BITCHED AT ME. SO WHAT WOULD MEESH (I HATE 3RD PERSON BTW) DO IN THIS SITUATION? GAVE HER THE BITCHIEST GLARE I COULD. IT WORKED. PISSED HER OFF. SO AFTER PRACTICE, ANNIE SAID MEESH, COME HERE. SHE SAID SOMETHING OF THE LINES ... I KNOW IT'S YOU AND YOU'RE JUST BEING MICHELLE BUT DON'T GIVE ME ATTITUDE. I SAID WHATEVER ANNIE. THEN SHE SAID NO DON'T TALK BACK TO ME. AND I SAID FUCK YOU ANNIE AND WALKED OUT. NOW LET ME VENT ... WHY AM I THE ONLY DAMN PERSON ON THE TEAM THAT SHE PICKS ON? LIKE I'M HER LITTLE BITCH RAGDOLL? HELL NO. AND WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS TELLING ME NOT TO TALK BACK TO HER. SHE'S NOT MY MOTHER. OF COURSE I'M GONNA GIVE IT RIGHT BACK TO HER, WOULD YOU EXPECT ANYTHING LESS? UGGGHHH! SO WHATEVER. I WON'T GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. AND I HAVE MATH CLASS WITH HER TOMORROW AND WE SIT RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER SO THAT WILL BE ROUND 2 I'M SURE. CUZ I WON'T BE ABLE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT AND NEITHER WILL SHE. BITCH. AHHHH...ANYWAZ. OTHER THAN THAT, EVERYTHING IS PEACHY IN MY LIFE. LOL. I GOT A C ON MY PSYCHOLOGY TEST WHICH IS OK FOR ME, I'LL TAKE IT. I COULD DO BETTER AND I WILL NEXT TIME. I AM VERY GLAD THAT I'M GOING INTO EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION! THESE KIDS MAKE MY DAY. THERE IS THIS LIL HUNTER GUY AND HE IS ALWAYS SO HAPPY AND HYPER! LIKE IF YOU WANT A HUG, HE PRACTICALLY FALLS OVER TO GIVE YOU ONE. AWW! PRECIOUS IS WHAT THEY ARE. I THINK I MAY FINALLY BE OK WITH MY MONEY SITUATION SOON. MY NEXT CHECK SHOULD PAY OFF MY CREDIT CARD BILL THEN I'M DONE USING THAT FOR A WHILE. EXCEPT I REALLY WANT TO GET WAYNER THIS SPECIAL THING FOR VALENTINE'S DAY BUT IT COSTS LOTS AND LOTS. SO MAYBE I SHOULD HOLD OFF ON THAT. AND ON THAT NOTE, I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL VALENTINE'S DAY!!! LAST YEAR'S SUCKED SO BAD! AND I WAS WITH SOMEONE! *MUAH* LOVE YA BOO! CONGRATS TO PATRICK AND AMBER! HOW SWEET! I'M ALL ABOUT THE YOUNG MARRIAGES. WHY SHOULDN'T 2 PEOPLE SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIFE TOGETHER IF THEIR IN LOVE? KUDOS TO YOU. I SUPPOSE THAT'S ALL I GOT. I HAVE TO BARGE UPSTAIRS AND GET SOMETHING ACCOMPLISHED FOR TOMORROWNESS. *MUAH* LOVE YA! BBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEE Current Mood: VERY STRESSED OUT! Current Music: WHAT YOU SAY - SUGARFUCKINGCULT

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January 29th, 2005

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January 25th, 2005

03:48 pm - A BIG FUCKING BLAH SO HERE'S MY UPDATE. IT'S BEEN AWHILE CUZ SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED TO OUR FAMILY IN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS. AS MOST OF YOU KNOW, ERIC DIED ON SUNDAY OF A BLOOD CLOT. NO WAY. STILL, I WANT TO LAUGH IT OFF LIKE YEH NO IT'S A BIG JOKE. ERIC, HE GOT US GOOD ON THIS ONE. CUZ THAT IS JUST THE KIND OF GUY HE WAS. A JOKESTER. NONE OF US REALLY UNDERSTAND HOW THIS COULD HAPPEN TO SUCH A STRONG FAMILY WHO HAS EVERYTHING. I FEEL FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, ALEK. TO HAVE TO LIVE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH THE HORRIBLE MEMORIES OF THE LAST TIME YOU SEE YOUR DAD. NOONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN HE WILL PROLLY HIDE TO SHOW HOW STRONG HE IS. AND TO ME, IT'S INTERESTING TO LOOK AROUND AND SEE HOW EVERYONE IS DEALING WITH THE PAIN. SHELLEY - YEH SHE' BREAKS DOWN SOMETIMES BUT SHE'S SO STRONG. SHE IS BEING SO STRONG FOR HER KIDS. ALEK - HE'S DOING HIS BEST. MACEY AND MIKHAL ARE TAKING IT PRETTY BAD, AND WHY SHOULDN'T THEY? THEY LOST THEIR FATHER. BUT WHAT KILLS ME THE MOST IS KARSON AND KAEGAN ... THEY DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND. WHICH IS GOOD FOR NOW BUT WHEN THEY GROW UP AND START TO REALIZE. I HAVE LOTS OF MEMORIES OF ERIC. ANYONE DOES. THE LAST THING I EVER HEARD HIM SAY WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WOULD EXPECT TO HEAR. IT WAS ON SATURDAY MORNING LIKE 2 IN THE MORNING AND HE WAS OUT PLOWING ON JEFFERSON ST. THE TRUCK BROKE DOWN I GUESS AND SO HE CALLED MY DAD. I ANSWERED THE PHONE TOO AND ERIC SAID I'M UP ON JEFFERSON PLOWING AND IT WON'T START. SO MY DAD'S WAS LIKE OK I'LL BE RIGHT UP. THEN ERIC CALLED BACK AND WAS LIKE IT'S OK I GOT IT STARTED. THEN AS SOON AS MY DAD HUNG UP IT RANG AGAIN AND ERIC SAID "CAN YOU BRING ME UP A CAN OF BREAKFAST?" MEANING BEER. HE IS SO CRAZY THAT HE WOULD WORD IT LIKE THAT. THAT'S MY LAST MEMORY OF HIM. OTHER MEMORIES GRANDMA JAMMIES GRANDPA HILLJACK CAMPIN IN POPULAR GROVE ROTTEN EGG FARTS TRUST ME, THERE ARE MORE AND I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO REMEMBER THEM ALL. ON ANOTHER NOTE, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE SUPPORT THEY HAVE GIVEN ME AND MY FAMILY. ESPECIALLY MRS. MCCARTHY FOR FILLING IN FOR MY BROTHER THE NIGHT IT HAPPENED. ALL I ASK IS THAT EVERYONE KEEP THE STRICKER FAMILY IN THEIR PRAYERS FOR THEIR LONG RECOVERY. KEEP SMILING. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! MEESH MEESH Current Mood: WILL WE EVER UNDERSTAND?

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January 23rd, 2005

02:07 pm - GOOD TIMES! LAST NIGHT...WHAT A NIGHT. ME AND WAYNER WENT TO SEE COACH CARTER. EH, I WON'T RUIN IT FOR THOSE OF U WHO WANT TO SEE IT BUT IT'S JUST LIKE FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS. BUT IT WAS FUN. I WAS PRE-DRINKING BEFORE THE MOVIES SO THAT WAS FUN! AFTER THE MOVIE, WE WENT TO HANNAH'S. LOTS OF PEOPLE WERE THERE. HANNAH, ME, WAYNE, COURTNEY, RYAN, TYLER, DAVID, JEFF, ANDREW (MATH CLASS), AND 2 BITCHES THAT WE DIDN'T LIKE. THEY WERE FROM BURLINGTON. THEY WERE BASHING OUR TOWN AND MCC. HELL NO! THEN WE CALLED JANE. THAT WAS A GOOD TIME. AFTER EVERYONE LEFT HANNAH, ME, AND ANDREW WATCHED TAKING LIVES. WELL I DIDN'T WATCH A LOT OF IT CUZ I WAS PASSING OUT. I FINISHED MY BOTTLE OF MALIBU!! YEH!! THIS MORNING, WE WERE ALL TAKING ME HOME AND HANNAH FELL DOWN THE STAIRS! AND I WHEN I SAY FELL...I MEAN FELL!! OH MY GOD! IT WAS SO FUNNY! AND NOW I'M CLEANING, DOING LAUNDRY, AND DOING MY HOMEWORK ALL DAY WHILE WATCHING FOOTBALL. PEACE OUT MY FRIENDS! Current Mood: blah Current Music: I'M NOT OK - MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

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01:58 pm You Are 10 Years Old 10 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? You Are a Boxer Puppy Energetic, playful and good with kids. You've also got a wild spirit that can't be trained or tamed. What Breed of Puppy Are You?

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January 21st, 2005

01:16 am See what Care Bear you are. :: how nintendo are you? :: Which Dr. Seuss character are you? brought to you by Quizilla

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01:10 am How Stereotypical You Are... Created by uraverageteen and taken 28441 times on bzoink! The Generic Teenager Stereotype Do you drink [alcohol]? yes Do you party a lot? How often? sometimes Do you use drugs for recreational purposes? no How often do you use the word like in an average hour? like lots Do you skip classes? How often? just every so often Do you have casual sex? Protected? no, no Do you steal? not so much Do you wear inappropriate clothing? no Do you drool over celebrities? yes Do you watch a lot of TV? i do Do you ever watch the News? not really Do you even care about world issues? ehhh Do you read books often? i do Are you failing a lot of your classes? nope, not at all Do you spend most of your time with your friends? no Do you smoke cigarettes? no Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens? no Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone? yes all the time Do you cuss a lot? yes Are you desperate to fit in? not really Are you intelligent? average The Goth Stereotype Black lipstick? no Black eyeliner? yes Black eyeshadow? no Black trenchcoat? no Black boots? no Black fishnets? no Black nail polish? no Cigarettes? no Heavy metal music? no Marilyn Manson? no Kittie? no Cradle of Filth? none Constant frown and perpetual angst? none Do you like to be seen as Are you an intellectual? ?? An atheist? no way Horrible home life? sometimes Hopelessly depressed? no Suffering with suicidal idealations? no Self-mutilation? no The Punk Stereotype Plaid? not really Big black boots? no Mohawk? no Excessive piercings? [Especially facial] yes! Loud, confident and opinionated? yes! Wild hair colors? someday NOFX? not really Rancid? no Well versed on political scandals and outrages? no A The Jock Sterotype What's your IQ? ?? Do you watch a lot of sports? yes Play a lot of sports? softball Talk a lot about sports? yes Do you do anything, really, but think about sports? no Are you arrogant? sometimes Are you a male or female whore? female whore Are you homophobic? yes Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident? sometimes But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity? yes Boobs = yes? i have them Parties = yes? yes Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes? no The Girl Stereotype Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence? no Have you ever been on a diet? yes How much did you lose? 15 lbs Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder? no Make yourself throw up? no Make-up? yes Low-cut tops? no How big are your boobies? [Cup size] C Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it? no Giggle a lot? no What's the deal with boys? they are delicious Thongs? yes Pretty bras? ehh YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al? only cosmo Who's the weaker sex? women Are you a feminist? no Do you think Brad Pitt is hot? yeh How often do you shave your legs? every 3 days or so How about your armpits? every day Are you emotional? yes Especially when on your period? yes This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.] Originality or Acceptance? originality Independence or Companionship? independent Stability or Freedom? freedom Personal or Interpersonal? personal Introvert or Extrovert? extrovert Popularity or Isolation? popularity Unique or Loved? unique Understood or Individual? individual You or Them? you Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! Current Mood: distressed

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January 20th, 2005

08:21 pm Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band Created by naw5689 and taken 9047 times on bzoink! Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: SUGARCULT Are you male or female: PRETTY GIRL Describe yourself: SUPER HYPERSPASTIC How do some people feel about you: SHE'S THE BLADE How do you feel about yourself: I'M ALRIGHT Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: OVER NOW Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: YOU'RE THE ONE Describe where you want to be: DESTINATION ANYWHERE Describe what you want to be: BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS Describe how you live: STUCK IN AMERICA Describe how you love: NO ACTION ... LOL JK! Share a few words of wisdom DRIVE ALL DAY Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! Current Mood: WEEEE!!

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01:19 am - AN UPDATE FOR YOUR LIKING SO HERE I AM AT MY ABODE WITH THE CUBANO AND HANNAHMATA. HANNAH IS CRASHED ON THE COUCH AND I JUST GOT DONE WITH SOME HOMEWORK. CUBANO IS DOING SOME HOMEWORK. GOOD TIMES. DO WHAT I WANT....UGGHHH! SCHOOL SUCKS. I AM VERY OVERLOADED. I HAVE CLASSES TIL 1 THEN I WORK TIL SOFTBALL PRACTICE THEN HOMEWORK RIGHT? NO TIME FOR FRIENDS AND WAYNE SO I DON'T GET HOMEWORK DONE BECAUSE I'M A PLEASER AND I CAN'T SAY NO. I'D LIKE TO JUST BE BY MYSELF AND DO MY HOMEWORK ALL WEEK BUT NO. EWWW! TODAY AT WORK, ZACHARY PICKED HIS NOSE. K. THEN HE PUT IT IN HIS MOUTH. GROSS. THEN HE SHOWED ME! AND IT WAS A GOOEY BOOGER ON HIS TONGUE AND I LOST IT. I STARTED GAGGING SO BAD! IT WAS GROSS. YEH I'M A BIG TIME NOSE PICKER BUT EATING IT? ARE U KIDDING ME? THAT AIN'T RIGHT. SO I STILL HAVE TO FINISH MY MALIBU BUT WE DON'T HAVE MT.DEW OTHERWISE IT WOULD BE GONE MAYBE BY NOW. YAH. I THINK I'M GONNA PICK A NEW DRINK WHEN I'M DONE WITH THIS BOTTLE. YAH. FRIDAY, ME AND THE BOY ARE GOING TO THE MOVIES. FUN TIME. SATURDAY, I AM GOING SHOPPING WITH MY MOTHA. THEN MAYBE LATER ME AND THE CUBANO ARE GOING SHOPPING FOR SECRET INGREDIENTS OF WHICH WE CAN NOT DISCLOSE AT THE PRESENT MOMENT. SUNDAY, I DO HOMEWORK. I LEARNED TONIGHT THAT TITTIES HAS A LIL FETISH WITH A LIL SOMEONE SOMEONE. I WON'T PUT NAMES ON HERE THO. LOL! TONIGHT I SNEEZED ON CUBANO. AND I MEAN SNEEZED. LIKE AL;DKA; WITH A LIL SPRAY IN THERE TOO. SICK. YOU'RE MOM GOES TO COLLEGE. UGH! IDIOT. I FARTED. PEACE OUT BITCHES. *MUAH* *MUAH* LOVE YA! Current Mood: POKE ME IN THE EYE! Current Music: SHE'S THE BLADE - SUGARCULT

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